I think I’m gonna go disappear into my secret art blog for a few more months. Have things that need working on, tumblr too distracting. Later.
I would like to not have all of the anxiety about my creative ambitions.
things I can’t imagine
- someone having a crush on me
- someone randomly seeing me and thinking ‘wow they’re cute’
- someone getting happy because I messaged them first
- someone thinking about me, in general
- someone wondering how I am
- someone finding me attractive
- someone doing something to try and impress me
- someone asking their friend on what to say to me
- someone wanting to get to know me
anxiety is like being in the zombie apocalypse but no one believes you about the zombies